Mint Green

Awesome. Well, I went and painted my room with Raven, Abbie, and my Mother. It's looking pretty awesome. Everything is coming together. I got to meet my new room mate, Greg. Again, Awesome. He seems cool so I'm not too worried. Also, we CLEANED until our fingers were raw. There was gum on my fucking wall from the douche bag that lived there before me. I have never hated someone I don't really know more. He has so much shit to talk on my family when he's a pathetic 35 year old who does drugs infront of his kids and lives in college kids. Either way, he's gone, so I am gonna try to be chill about it. He can blow a big one either way.

Okay so....now I'm getting the butterflies. My stomachs churnin' and I'm thinking about how shitty M.I.C.A was at first. My parents and I are pretty close. It took some time before we could get the way we are, but things are good now. No matter what I don't have serious drama with them. I don't really spend that much time away from them so I'm just kinda am a little worried. I know it will be better because I'll have Abbie and Rachel, but still. I mean this is my family. I'm also gonna miss Raven. Seriously, we speak to each other EVERY DAY. It's a terrible co-dependency issue we have going on here. Unhealthy, yes. Sick and twisted, a litte bit of a maybe.

Either way. Damn now I'm starting to really let it sink in that I'm moving. Honestly though I really just want it to be over. I want everything set up. I want my room organized, and I want my paint dry.


AHHHHH this is too much
My brain just might explode, everywhere.