Mary Mary...Where does your garden Grow?

What I'm Watching:

2007-10-23T06:05:00.000-07:00

...What the eff Meemz?

2007-10-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

Dude...I started out so well with this thing and then it all went to shit.
Uggghhhhhhhhhh why am I so bad at keeping these things up to date? :[

I think about my life, but processing it is a whole 'nother story. Alright...let me update.

I've managed to make some friends, which is all fine and dandy. I do miss my old friends though. It's quite a bit of effort to jump back into a whole different circle of friends and get just as comfortable with them as you were with your high school friends. Here is the deal: No one is going to compare to your highschool friends. The day I find someone better, I'll eat Abbie's toe.

School is......eh....My English teacher turned out to be a scatterbrain dick who can't remember which way is up. My math grade is up in the air. It's either high or low. Either I do really well or I hit shit bottom. I understand what he's doing on the bored. I try to take notes, but when I look at the paper it's all a bunch of little doodles I can't seem to get my head around. I tell myself: Okay kid, we're gonna focus today.

Which doesn't work. Infact, I just give myself a headache.

I DONT EVEN KNOW...about Sociology. That class kills meeeeee...I love the teacher. I love the topic. I hate the Monday/Wednesday Lectures only. Not discussions. Balls.

I am happy to say that I'm kickin ass and takin names in all my art classes. Photoshop class is a breeze. It makes me sad though that.....I kinda know everything that's being taught (Not to be a smart ass, but I know layers. Sorry?) There's this one woman in my class who is like 40 somethin....she's a ho man. HO. She makes everyone STOP in the middle of a lecture and she's like " HOLD ON YOURE GOING TO FAST! I NEED TO CATCH UP."

Really?
Really.

Just in the middle of class. She yells. Doesn't raise her hand or nothin. If you have an issue, maybe...wait till break?! Talk to the teacher then. For the mean time, shut up and take notes. It's not hard stupid. She sits like two computers behind me and one day I swear on my pink converse, I'm gonna chuck my screen at her head. I will snap at her eventually, it's only a matter of time.

Drawing class turned out to be one of my favorites. My teacher loves me. Apparently...somewhere I picked up some drawing skills. I'm not amazing, but I don't think I'm a total waste. Although....I will never draw another GD egg in my life. (I had to draw like...10...no more...)

Dude, because I'm from Salisbury....everyone thinks I'm excessively country and came from a farm. My GRANDPARENTS owned a chicken farm yeah. I am kinda a country girl, but I don't go pickin my teeth with hay or anything. Calm down guys. I love it though...everyone's from california or some other city. Nope. I'm from a small town, which I can safely say I loved. My accent has kicked into high gear though. It's hilarious.

bad karma

2007-08-29T17:39:00.001-07:00

So I went to my first day of work at the Hippie Cafe.
The cash register broke on me.
Bitch.

xxx ooo

2007-08-27T23:45:00.000-07:00

I want to feel special

Just for a day
I would like to know what it feels like
to be the most important person in the world,
for no particular reason at all.

Just for a day.

I might even feel like changing the world

Is that selfish?

Home Sweet Home?

2007-08-25T10:32:00.000-07:00

Alright...I don't feel like making a big post because I'm tired. Either way I took pictures of the new place. Feel free to look through

Mint Green

2007-08-22T21:01:00.000-07:00

Awesome. Well, I went and painted my room with Raven, Abbie, and my Mother. It's looking pretty awesome. Everything is coming together. I got to meet my new room mate, Greg. Again, Awesome. He seems cool so I'm not too worried. Also, we CLEANED until our fingers were raw. There was gum on my fucking wall from the douche bag that lived there before me. I have never hated someone I don't really know more. He has so much shit to talk on my family when he's a pathetic 35 year old who does drugs infront of his kids and lives in college kids. Either way, he's gone, so I am gonna try to be chill about it. He can blow a big one either way.

Okay so....now I'm getting the butterflies. My stomachs churnin' and I'm thinking about how shitty M.I.C.A was at first. My parents and I are pretty close. It took some time before we could get the way we are, but things are good now. No matter what I don't have serious drama with them. I don't really spend that much time away from them so I'm just kinda am a little worried. I know it will be better because I'll have Abbie and Rachel, but still. I mean this is my family. I'm also gonna miss Raven. Seriously, we speak to each other EVERY DAY. It's a terrible co-dependency issue we have going on here. Unhealthy, yes. Sick and twisted, a litte bit of a maybe.

Either way. Damn now I'm starting to really let it sink in that I'm moving. Honestly though I really just want it to be over. I want everything set up. I want my room organized, and I want my paint dry.

AHHHHH this is too much
My brain just might explode, everywhere.

Damn copyright

2007-08-20T23:03:00.000-07:00

Well apparently my Youtube account is suspended. I can't really do much of anything because I chopped up a movie into several sections (20 to be exact) and put it on the site. A lot of people put crap out there that's copyrighted. Youtube is basically where you go to watch videos of everything. They aren't handing you a video on a silver platter to do what you want with it though. It's on a protected website to WATCH (nothin more) the videos.

Unfortunately since I lost my hard drive all my videos are gone. I am really hopin ALL my video's didn't get deleted. Let me tell you I will go fuckin ape shit if that happens. I wonder how long it's gonna be suspended too? Damn man. I got a lot of support from people on Youtube too. Made me get back into video editing. I've never been banned from any website before so this is a new feeling. I kinda feel like a rebel, but I mean it's youtube. I wanna know what asshole reported me. I never took credit for the video. I even ENCOURAGED people to go watch the rest of the series. This is the second time I've had one of my videos deleted. I uploaded a music video once and I got to hear shit about that from them. Isn't the point of Youtube to help people get their shit out? Like spread the word? This is COMPLETELY counter productive. Yes that's right Corporate America/World, piss off your fans. Three cheers to you assholes. Now heres the fun part of going and trying to find all my favorites again. Lost a bunch of my good videos too. This is stupid Youtube, you can blow me.

Alright...just got another youtube account and ALL my videos are gone. EVERY MUSIC VIDEO I HAVE EVER MADE IS APPARENTLY DELETED. Well shit on bricks.

Anyway I got a new account and I will continue to upload my own edits.
http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=ChanelxSunglasses

I WILL MISS ALL MY SUBSCRIBERS :[

What I'm Watching:

2007-08-19T09:37:00.000-07:00

Chitter Chatter

2007-08-19T09:25:00.000-07:00

Last night was so fun. It was like as if Abbie never went away. We screamed, and ran around the house, went to walmart at 11 at night. We wrapped Raven up in Plastic wrap to a chair. So much just happened. I missed this chick, and it was just so awesome. I move on friday. Can you believe it? NOW, I'm getting a little more excited for the move. I've already met one of my room mates (kinda) on Facebook. Raven thinks he has a neo-nazi hair cut! How terrible is that? Abbie is leaving to go camping at the end of August, so I'll be stuck in the new house with Rachel and all them. I think that might be a good idea. I won't have a crutch to lean on. I WILL BE FORCED TO SOCIALIZE.

I really don't want this to be like M.I.C.A. I don't wanna be chillin in my room while everyones out chatting. I've promised myself it won't be like that. I wanna make new friends since I didn't excatly make the effort this year except for with Abbie. I wanna make new friendsssssss, and maybe find a cute college beau. haha. Who knows. I'm not going to go in with any expectations.

No expectations = No disappointments.

Let's hope this works.

Up In Smoke

2007-08-17T21:20:00.000-07:00

I've decided I'm gonna quit smoking pot.
I will not cut anymore either.

This is detox baby.

I'm doing it all for a good cause.
I finally got to sit and talk, like REALLY TALK, with my camp friend. There was so much that needed to be said, and was said for the most part. I really worry about her, and I wanna make sure I'm there every step of the way.

This is total detox baby.

Internet

2007-08-16T20:42:00.000-07:00

You know...If I wasn't so inter-retarded, I would totally make my own website. I've been making a lot of graphics lately for people and I would LOVE to upload them up. I'd also like to have a place I can upload all my photography. I would put all my photo manipulations and it would totally relate to my blog. I tried doing the free webs thing but you can only upload so much. It's a total pain in the ass.

My friend Vicky tells me coding is simple but she's pretty sitey savvy. I kinda suck at it. I know my lefts and rights and ups and downs on photoshop. I can find my way around a camera and I even know how to cook.

But I can't do websites other then Myspace or Livejournal.
I vote that it's totally gay :[

Best friend for life!

2007-08-15T09:12:00.000-07:00

Okay. So it seems I've made some really terrible best friends over my life time. Not saying that they're bad people, just saying we probably shouldn't be best friends. Who knows? Maybe it's just me and the fact that I'm a neurotic asshole. Either way! I don't care.

Luckily, this year I've managed to narrow my friendships down to people I want to keep around. Some people went from a nice friend with a few good stories to people I try to talk to almost every day. Some went from knowing as much as nothing to pretty much discovering how gross I really am. Even if I don't get to talk to these people as much as I'd like, it's like things pick right up where they left off. Gaps don't exist.

At this point in my life, I kinda feel like I've made some friends (all-be-it long distance or real life) that pretty much just kinda get it. I don't know what it is, but they got it. Everyone always asks if it's bad to be switching up best friends as you would do socks, but not really. People change, or you get tired of their same old shit. Either way, we swap best friends. That's what we do. Sometimes you're best friends with one person, and then you meet their other friends...and a trade occurs? I suppose.

It sounds terrible doesn't it? Honestly, it is. Girls are bitches man.

What I'm watching:

2007-08-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

PS: Danny Glover? haha!

God Damnit.

2007-08-14T21:19:00.000-07:00

I get bored SO easily. It's ridiculous. I hate it when you're skin is crawlin because you just want to do SOMETHING, so you won't be so fuckin' bored all the damn time. I feel so unsettled. Nothing seems to actually entertain me for long these days.

Here's hopin' things will get exciting when I go to college.

Watch.
I'll be blogging in like to weeks about how chaotic my life is and how pissed off I am.

Damnit.
What the shit is with you Meemz?

Oh Jesus.

2007-08-14T10:43:00.000-07:00

So I'm really worried about my camp friend.
This summer has been shit for her so I can't really read her lately.
I'm moving in with her soon so I would like to figure out what's going on.
I don't want to move into a house o' hostility. I've already had one set of room mates I didn't click with. The red head and I did not get along to pretty much any extent, and the last girl that moved into my house.......long story short....it was a terrible experience. I basically lost my room for three months and slept in my brothers room (he doesn't use it) or on the couch. Either way those were the worst few months of this entire year.

Snap. I'm gettin' off topic. Anyway. I'm worried about her. A lot of shit has happened and I just wanna make sure she's okay. Raven and I have it planned to just drive down and "pop in" on her at camp, especially since she told me she has off at night this week. We're gonna go by, bring some treats for her (camp food sucks), and try to talk. We just really miss her and she doesn't respond to any calls or texts. She was supposed to come to a "going away" dinner my family was hoping, aka an excuse to get together and all the adults drink wine while I do my best to find my own source of Alcohol content amongst the ignored wine glasses.

Now some of you may be like " OH SHE DOESNT LIKE YOUR CRAZY ASSES ANYMORE."
You can blow me. That's not the case. If she didn't like me, I wouldn't be moving in with her. So all in all, you're an asshole and please gtfo my blog.

It's complicated. Here's hopin' all goes well. I'll probably write about it.

Shut up Brain

2007-08-12T09:00:00.000-07:00

So I had a shit dream last night that two of my best friends just completely ditched me and then didn't understand why I was mad. I don't know why I always worry in the back of my head what my friends really think. I trust them, no doubt, but I always have that thing in the back of my head. I've had plenty of Best friends that we've just said TERRIBLE things about each other behind our backs, but I don't think the two I've kept close would ever do that. Even if shit was said behind my back, I tend to never let that shit slide. I'll be the first to find out and the first to call a person out. I don't really care what people say half the time, but yeah. For now, I'll just be like "Ignorance is bliss."
I'm just being stupid I think.
I hate thinking like that, makes me feel retarded.

PS: Thank you Tara for the picture :3

Ink

2007-08-10T14:23:00.000-07:00

R.I.P Papa<3

Well...I got my first Tattoo. I love it. I couldn't be happier.
I'm pretty proud of myself because I didn't cry. It didn't even hurt as much as I thought it would. It mostly just felt like a big vibration in my skin. That makes sense since...you know...it's needles basically vibrating in your skin.

Either way the guy was cool. Him and the girl there talked to me the whole time. I looked at the guy and was like " Dude. What will you do if I cry?" and he goes " I will smack you." Haha. I would rather have some guy that's sarcastic and funny then sensitive. Sounds better to me. My dad doesn't know I don't think, but my mom is fully aware. I sent her a picture message with the picture. She said she can live with it.

The fun part is family birthday is tomorrow and everyone will get to see it. I'm gonna hear sooooo much bullshit.

OH! And totally heard from friend at camp. She's gonna come visit on Monday which makes me happier. I miss her.

14 days till move in too. Isn't that crazy?

Everybody goes to Hollywood.

2007-08-10T07:18:00.001-07:00

Okay....Trust me, this isn't keeping me up at night, but yeah...

This is the year Hollywood died. Last year was the year of young starlets doing whatever the hell they wanted. Britney put her kids life in danger (shes stupid). Paris did whatever the hell she wanted and earned fame (She's so genuinely stupid that she's turned out smart when it comes to getting fame). Nicole did nothing. (She's hungry.) and Lindsay partied and did drugs. (She's coked out.)

Well I just thought about it today and this is the year people actually stop and notice. Like now they get out of control. It's kinda like the crash to last year's high. Paris got her ass thrown in jail....it wasn't long but I gave a thumbs up none the less. Nicole is going to jail...only four days..but she's pregnant so whatever. Maybe she'll start eating. Lindsay is exposed for the crack head she really is. Last year it was just speculation. This year her shit is exposed for what it really is. Homegirl needs to get her act together, but then again I think her orange mother is the source of all this crazy. Well...keepin myself in check...she's 21 now, she's responsible for her own self.

Please don't even get me STARTED on Britney Spears. She is just seriously the biggest waste of space left. I still have hope for Lindsay. I kinda like Nicole. Paris atleast doesn't have two kids whose life she's ruining, just her own vagina. Does Britney even HAVE fans anymore? If she does, what are they fans of? Do you really want to see her Cheeto ass dancing around in hooker heels? The girl is nasty. Keep that mess under wraps. Keep it covered and please keep that weave clean! God! I really have no sympathy for that trailer trash mess. If you are a fan of Britney Spears, please go somewhere and just down the nearest liquid you can find under your sink. Do you really wanna look up to that? Sure she has money, but no damn dignity. Have some self-respect, assholes.

Alright...so now it's obvious I need to take a break from Perez.

Comments

2007-08-09T18:31:00.001-07:00

Okay. Comments work for anyone now...
not just for gmail users.
Go me and Blogger FAQ.
Awesome.

What I'm watching:

2007-08-09T14:37:00.000-07:00

Thanks Tara <3

Next day

2007-08-09T13:39:00.000-07:00

Miss me? Probably not since alot of people aren't reading this.

Well....Yesterday was Raven's birthday and a bunch of us went to the park around 10 at night. It makes me realize how boringly simple our town is. There isn't much to do, but when I think about it....

Even if you're in a big city, shit gets repetitive? So either way, we're all destined to get bored with where we live eventually. Alright. Terrible thought isn't it? Very depressing.

Anway, well it was kinda cool just hanging out with everyone. Raven and I have been trying to get up with one of our friends for awhile now, to no avail. Texts don't worry. Calls don't work. We were supposed to go visit her at camp today, but we don't know times or anything. So I guess we're not going.

I don't mind the drive. Driving is pretty relaxing. Get some good music on your Ipod, put the windows down, sit back and put on cruise control. Oh well.
Laying in bed is just as comforting. So no complaining here.

A good point was made though....
Maybe she's just content with her friends at camp? Ya know what I mean? Like...maybe she's content being with them until next summer. I mean I'll see her everyday next year. So I suppose that's fine. I'm a little confused on how to feel, but whatever. I'm kinda mad because there was no call on either birthdays, but I know she's busy. A text would have been fine, but that didn't happen. AHHHHHH....

PS: I need a new word to substitute whatever.

I move out soon. I'm goin up to my new place on the 24th and I haven't packed a damn thing. I have one box half assed packed and it's just full of books. I have so much damn stuff in my room I just don't know where to start. So..yeah....I need to get on that. I just got my room to my definition of perfect this year so leaving it is hard, but my new room is jake-free. Which is a major plus point.

Alright. I'm done writing.

Last Post of the Day I hope

2007-08-08T15:07:00.000-07:00

Okay. So I wanna take the time to pat myself on the back for finally getting around to resizing all my New York City Pictures.

You may not know, but I went there for my birthday/graduation present. It was amazing. Raven and I had a blast. (although the last day, I was cranky)

Anyway. First thing to know about me on Vacations.
I love architecture. I find it incredibly beautiful, no matter how old it is.
So I tend to photograph it a lot.
It always catches my eye.

But anyway. I took a whole shit load of pictures and you are more then welcome to go through them. Watch the Video below to see all of them and feel free to click to see the album.

I am a Fugative

2007-08-08T13:13:00.000-07:00

Well...awhile ago I received a speeding ticket for going 72 in a 55.
I am a danger to society. I am aware.

I did all in my power to get a warning because tickets are not fun. I even offered my po-po a milkshake, to no avail.

I offered to take him shopping. It was a no go.

I was saddened as I received my 50 dollar fine.

ANYWAY...

I went to court today to discuss my ticket. I sat in court all dressed up while no one else was. The one guy in hand/ankle cuffs was lookin kinda snazzy with all his bling and his white jumpsuit, but casual none-the-less. I miss the days where we are scared shitless of the law so we dress nicely for the court.

Those days are long gone.

Anyway...I sat and listened to some women who was driving without a license while her nephews were in the car, while she had a license out for her arrest. I listened to the man who drove on a suspended license while he had no car insurance.

Let me tell you how hard core I felt as I went up there in my not-so-sunday's best.
I did not feel hardcore at all.
He told me I would pay a $70.25 fee, and be on probation till Thanksgiving. Alright. He waved it from my insurance, so I shall not complain.

In the end he asked me what I was going to college for. I mistook the word for, for with, and said "with probation." Good one Mary.

After correcting myself. He looks at my info.

Judge: "Oh? You have a Maryland license?!
Me: Yes Sir. I do.
Judge: Oh. Then your probation ends today
Me: Awesomeeeeee.

word. for. word.

S0 yeah. Yay. I paid them with an awesome Green Lantern check.

So now the government can have a pizza party with my money, or whatever. Good ol' Uncle Sam.

Cherry Pop

2007-08-08T12:37:00.000-07:00

*pop*

Whoa. That was gross.

Anyway. You can read all about me on the side bar. I have to warn you about several things. I'm very strange. I'm awkward and I don't know if my life is exciting enough to write about.

Either way. <3
This bitch is going off to college so I thought I would start off with a fresh start.

Here is my life.
You're welcome to it.