What I'm Watching:

...What the eff Meemz?

Dude...I started out so well with this thing and then it all went to shit.
Uggghhhhhhhhhh why am I so bad at keeping these things up to date? :[

I think about my life, but processing it is a whole 'nother story. Alright...let me update.

I've managed to make some friends, which is all fine and dandy. I do miss my old friends though. It's quite a bit of effort to jump back into a whole different circle of friends and get just as comfortable with them as you were with your high school friends. Here is the deal: No one is going to compare to your highschool friends. The day I find someone better, I'll eat Abbie's toe.

School is......eh....My English teacher turned out to be a scatterbrain dick who can't remember which way is up. My math grade is up in the air. It's either high or low. Either I do really well or I hit shit bottom. I understand what he's doing on the bored. I try to take notes, but when I look at the paper it's all a bunch of little doodles I can't seem to get my head around. I tell myself: Okay kid, we're gonna focus today.

Which doesn't work. Infact, I just give myself a headache.

I DONT EVEN KNOW...about Sociology. That class kills meeeeee...I love the teacher. I love the topic. I hate the Monday/Wednesday Lectures only. Not discussions. Balls.

I am happy to say that I'm kickin ass and takin names in all my art classes. Photoshop class is a breeze. It makes me sad though that.....I kinda know everything that's being taught (Not to be a smart ass, but I know layers. Sorry?) There's this one woman in my class who is like 40 somethin....she's a ho man. HO. She makes everyone STOP in the middle of a lecture and she's like " HOLD ON YOURE GOING TO FAST! I NEED TO CATCH UP."

Really?
Really.

Just in the middle of class. She yells. Doesn't raise her hand or nothin. If you have an issue, maybe...wait till break?! Talk to the teacher then. For the mean time, shut up and take notes. It's not hard stupid. She sits like two computers behind me and one day I swear on my pink converse, I'm gonna chuck my screen at her head. I will snap at her eventually, it's only a matter of time.

Drawing class turned out to be one of my favorites. My teacher loves me. Apparently...somewhere I picked up some drawing skills. I'm not amazing, but I don't think I'm a total waste. Although....I will never draw another GD egg in my life. (I had to draw like...10...no more...)

Dude, because I'm from Salisbury....everyone thinks I'm excessively country and came from a farm. My GRANDPARENTS owned a chicken farm yeah. I am kinda a country girl, but I don't go pickin my teeth with hay or anything. Calm down guys. I love it though...everyone's from california or some other city. Nope. I'm from a small town, which I can safely say I loved. My accent has kicked into high gear though. It's hilarious.

bad karma

So I went to my first day of work at the Hippie Cafe.
The cash register broke on me.
Bitch.

xxx ooo

I want to feel special

Just for a day
I would like to know what it feels like
to be the most important person in the world,
for no particular reason at all.

Just for a day.

I might even feel like changing the world

Is that selfish?

Home Sweet Home?

Alright...I don't feel like making a big post because I'm tired. Either way I took pictures of the new place. Feel free to look through

Mint Green

Awesome. Well, I went and painted my room with Raven, Abbie, and my Mother. It's looking pretty awesome. Everything is coming together. I got to meet my new room mate, Greg. Again, Awesome. He seems cool so I'm not too worried. Also, we CLEANED until our fingers were raw. There was gum on my fucking wall from the douche bag that lived there before me. I have never hated someone I don't really know more. He has so much shit to talk on my family when he's a pathetic 35 year old who does drugs infront of his kids and lives in college kids. Either way, he's gone, so I am gonna try to be chill about it. He can blow a big one either way.

Okay so....now I'm getting the butterflies. My stomachs churnin' and I'm thinking about how shitty M.I.C.A was at first. My parents and I are pretty close. It took some time before we could get the way we are, but things are good now. No matter what I don't have serious drama with them. I don't really spend that much time away from them so I'm just kinda am a little worried. I know it will be better because I'll have Abbie and Rachel, but still. I mean this is my family. I'm also gonna miss Raven. Seriously, we speak to each other EVERY DAY. It's a terrible co-dependency issue we have going on here. Unhealthy, yes. Sick and twisted, a litte bit of a maybe.

Either way. Damn now I'm starting to really let it sink in that I'm moving. Honestly though I really just want it to be over. I want everything set up. I want my room organized, and I want my paint dry.


AHHHHH this is too much
My brain just might explode, everywhere.

Damn copyright

Well apparently my Youtube account is suspended. I can't really do much of anything because I chopped up a movie into several sections (20 to be exact) and put it on the site. A lot of people put crap out there that's copyrighted. Youtube is basically where you go to watch videos of everything. They aren't handing you a video on a silver platter to do what you want with it though. It's on a protected website to WATCH (nothin more) the videos.

Unfortunately since I lost my hard drive all my videos are gone. I am really hopin ALL my video's didn't get deleted. Let me tell you I will go fuckin ape shit if that happens. I wonder how long it's gonna be suspended too? Damn man. I got a lot of support from people on Youtube too. Made me get back into video editing. I've never been banned from any website before so this is a new feeling. I kinda feel like a rebel, but I mean it's youtube. I wanna know what asshole reported me. I never took credit for the video. I even ENCOURAGED people to go watch the rest of the series. This is the second time I've had one of my videos deleted. I uploaded a music video once and I got to hear shit about that from them. Isn't the point of Youtube to help people get their shit out? Like spread the word? This is COMPLETELY counter productive. Yes that's right Corporate America/World, piss off your fans. Three cheers to you assholes. Now heres the fun part of going and trying to find all my favorites again. Lost a bunch of my good videos too. This is stupid Youtube, you can blow me.

Alright...just got another youtube account and ALL my videos are gone. EVERY MUSIC VIDEO I HAVE EVER MADE IS APPARENTLY DELETED. Well shit on bricks.


Anyway I got a new account and I will continue to upload my own edits.
http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=ChanelxSunglasses

I WILL MISS ALL MY SUBSCRIBERS :[

What I'm Watching:

Chitter Chatter

Last night was so fun. It was like as if Abbie never went away. We screamed, and ran around the house, went to walmart at 11 at night. We wrapped Raven up in Plastic wrap to a chair. So much just happened. I missed this chick, and it was just so awesome. I move on friday. Can you believe it? NOW, I'm getting a little more excited for the move. I've already met one of my room mates (kinda) on Facebook. Raven thinks he has a neo-nazi hair cut! How terrible is that? Abbie is leaving to go camping at the end of August, so I'll be stuck in the new house with Rachel and all them. I think that might be a good idea. I won't have a crutch to lean on. I WILL BE FORCED TO SOCIALIZE.

I really don't want this to be like M.I.C.A. I don't wanna be chillin in my room while everyones out chatting. I've promised myself it won't be like that. I wanna make new friends since I didn't excatly make the effort this year except for with Abbie. I wanna make new friendsssssss, and maybe find a cute college beau. haha. Who knows. I'm not going to go in with any expectations.

No expectations = No disappointments.

Let's hope this works.

Up In Smoke

I've decided I'm gonna quit smoking pot.
I will not cut anymore either.

This is detox baby.

I'm doing it all for a good cause.
I finally got to sit and talk, like REALLY TALK, with my camp friend. There was so much that needed to be said, and was said for the most part. I really worry about her, and I wanna make sure I'm there every step of the way.

This is total detox baby.